Below are the 13 most recent journal entries recorded in lord_exudis' LiveJournal:

Monday, September 25th, 2006
10:08 am	Sunny San Diego Hey long time way no see... yeah I know that sounded retarded, we all have our days. But yeah, well as for work we've been busy as hell, I got moved to Combat Systems Division 4 which is a Damage Control shop, meaning I make sure all the fire hoses and other gear is good to go when they are used. I'm also enjoying Cali, nicer then I thought it was, but yeah there's alot to do, never really get boring if you go out and look. I hard of some little hidden clubs my friend Chris told me about, he's a guy I work with, like a vampire club and what not. I'm going to be looking into finding it. I'm finally getting my own place out in town this friday, its about damn time. But yeah, me and one of my best friends George will be crashing there, oh and an old ass friend of mine, Rick, will be moving from Montana to live there as well. He lived in LA for a few years and did mountain racing, he's a car nut. But he will help me with my car as well, going for a cobra A/C kit car, I know kind of spendie but oh well, and then stripping out the inside... details will come later. Well going to head out, I'm at work so work is calling. Take it easy and see ya. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 1st, 2006
6:26 am	Calming Sea's *sighs* I'm feeling a little down lately... works becoming nothing more then red tape and BS. My work supervisor doesn't even give a shit anymore, sad huh. Sitting out in the middle of the ocean for the last 3 months doesn't help. But yeah, and I'm at a major crossroads right now. I can either reenlist for another 4 years, get $4,000, and live in Japan for another 3 years. Or I can get out in a little over a year, making about $45,000 a year, plus more then likely more because I'm on my way to my Bachloers degree, so add about another $10,000 to that... Damn choses... oh well I'll deal with that road when it gets there... its almost here though... Well on a lighter note, I feel a lot better then I did a few days ago, I talked to Kristi for about an hour and half. Not really something I'm suppose to do, but I didn't care, I needed someone to talk to. She's EXTREMELY insightful on people, so she helped me get things in prospective about my feelings. I can't thank her enough, I'm going to do a little bit of soul searching today, I've needed to do it for a long time, but now its nice to know I have the confidence to actually do, and the calm to make it happen. Oh well, sorry I haven't written in a while things are a little crazy today, and a lots going on with a major drill today. Well take care and I hope to hear from you soon. Current Mood: To the sea's and to the wind (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 18th, 2006
9:01 pm	YOooooo! Hey long time no see, not to much going on... I started to draw again... thats not saying much, but yeah. Umm.. I'm in Dubai again, its nice to sit and relax alittle, played some DMC3: Special Edition of course, close to the end of it now. Umm... I had to check out my favorite fan site for Beach, its bleachportal.net I've missed so much it sucks ;_; but of well I'm going to catch up soon enough. Besides that I can't say I've been doing to much myself. But I'll give an update of my over all experience in Dubai in a few days. Take care and see ya! Current Mood: Pepper Stake is GOOD! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 8th, 2006
5:52 pm	Funnies Well last night was fun me and Alsup had a great time playing Tales of Legendia on the PS2, and I finally finished my new Role-plyaing world were all my campaigns will take place. It took me about 4 weeks to finish all the details, but its going to be kick-ass once I get some of my friends to play in it. I've been making some good friends on the ship, and works been slow so I've had some free time. I think I'll post a list of questions so all my friends can get to know me a little better. I've been watching Looney Tunes lately, I never get tired of em and I laugh all the time. True classics always have been and always will be.. just like family guy. One of my favorite looney tunes cartoons is the little white and black kitten and the big mean looking pit-bull dog that tries to scare the kitten at first and then falls in love with, then he protects it from random things, he's just a big softy! I'm happy for my friend Brandon it looks like him and Marian might be getting together soon, well actually I'm hapopy for both of them, they look like they will make a good couple. I can't wait till I'm out of the gulf, and finally get to go back to Japan. Japan, Singapore, Australia, and Hong Kong have all been on my minds lately, I've been to all those places and enjoyed them alot. Well take it easy and have a wonderful day. Current Mood: Bouncy, bouncy! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, April 7th, 2006
12:43 pm	Long Nights *yawns* Sorry I'm a little tired, had to work for about 23 hours, then got to sleep for 4 now I'm back at work again. Thats my job for yeah, well anyway yesterday went pretty good, kind of lon gnad drawn out. We have a big inspection right now so everyone is kind of on edge, but I'm chilling and not getting in anyones way. My SD play I got in Japan, my step-moms dog chewed through the power cord, so I've been missing my music that I had on there for a long time. But my buddy Alsup had a cord that work perfectly!!! YAYAY So I'm happy, lets see... not to much else.. actually yes I have a new LJ friend!!! Its nice having friends to chat to, and just you, hear from every once in a while. And of course I'm now looking for Mrs. Right, though I'm taking this very slow and careful... something I really haven't done in the past. Well either way take care and see everyone on the chill. Current Mood: content (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
5:05 pm	Much Better... I feel a hell of a lot better after last night, though my sleep was crap because I had an emotional break down for the first time in my life... not cool, but if you take it as a good thing its helped me to accept my past. I have Marian to thank for that, she was tired from the talent show yesterday... yes we held a talent while floating in the middle of the ocean. Marian had the voice of an angel, she just needs to be louder, plus we had some rock'n other band seriously making the place as lively as I've seen it since I've been here, well excluding liberity ports of course. Well take care and see ya all around! Current Mood: cheerful (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 4th, 2006
10:43 pm	Rejected with a Rebound *takes a big breathe* Well I finally got the balls to do it... I asked out Marian a few minutes ago, I knew it was a long shot because she just recently got over a hard relationship. But no guts no glory right. Though it turned out how I thought it would, thinks were still awesome between after and we had a good conversation for a little bit. We're still good friends, and things might happen in the future... *sighs* I guess time will tell all... as it always does for me. To get straight down to it... my feelings that is... I know my chances with her are gone, everytime I get the guts to ask someone out, and they aren't looking right now and say, "Maybe later...," Even though its the truth someone else comes along and sweeps her away before I can get my second chance. I...I need to go, I'm having a hard time seeing the screen... take it easy everyone and... may your dreams take you away to the place you wish to be... Current Mood: ..... (Comment on this)
5:35 pm	The Downward Weather Holds Well I'm back... kind of... *coughs and clears his throat* I was SIQ(sick in quarters) yesterday so I was in my rack all day except to eat and take the 3 different meds they put me on. And when I showed up for the check up this morning, they just said, "Go to work and if you feel the same or worse, come back and we'll check you up." I thought I'd just tuff it out for the day... I'll live I guess, my heads in constant pain, so I'm taking some pain killers every four hours. *sighs* Besides that nothing new really, I'll have more tomorrow, take it easy and see ya around. Current Mood: sick (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 2nd, 2006
12:13 pm	Pain, Pain go away.. and BURN IN HELL!!! I feeel like complete shit today, I had the midnight watch last night so I was up for around 22-23 hours... though I had a chance to sleep for watch, thats my bad. But I caught someones freaking cold, my body aches, chest is tight, soar throat, and I'm hot, but I still get some nasty chills though. I mean its not the best, but its weird, my minds cloudy, which is the only good part. I tend the think alot, even loose sleep because my mind is racing, but now I have to seriously focus to think straight. But you know it ain't with the ship that comes with it, that for damn sure!!! Well thats about it for now, and I'll have a poem and something important to say tomorrow... well its important to me anyway. Take it easy everyone and catch you later! Current Mood: X-P (Comment on this)
Friday, March 31st, 2006
5:09 pm	Poem of the Day The fire that flies through the air glows with the moon, Bringing to life what sees only darkness during the night, Even in the dead of the cold new life springs anew showing the shine of birth, As if the earth itself lives the ground seems to move with strength brought by fire light, Sky shines and dances as the flames live themselves bring calm to the malaise world, Given the light that shines bright, Cold places give raise to cold things, And so the light seems to hide as everything goes dim, With the absence of heart and return to the nothingness of beginning, What’s out of reach to own or take still gives light to all before it, So the fires of the night take flight again showing freedom against hopeless, And so together the fires burn bright showing the world that was a dream. -Exudis Current Mood: cold (Comment on this)
11:11 am	Sleepy Memories *yawns loudly* Man what a ruff night and morning. The time difference sucks, I was up till around 0100 (means 1am) over here, which is 2pm west coast time. To take care of some important things I've been neglecting for sometime now. Well I had an early watch at morning and had to show up at 0530 (means 530am). Well my watch was suppose to be me standing by incase things break for about 2 hours before I started the normal work day. Well at the last moment I had a rover watch, meaning all I do is wander around a certain area for 2 hours straight making sure nothing happens in the area... Not what I was expecting to do this morning, so I'm a little tired right now. One thing that happens when I'm tired is I can't focus my mind all the time, and old memories and feelings start to come back. Kind of a good thing because once they start showing up its a good reason for me to catch some sleep. I'm going to start posting a peom about once per day... given the internet is up for me to use. I'm finally coming to a finish in a BESM campaign thats been going on with some friends for close to 3 years so far. This is my second continues campaign that lasted for more then 2 years, and just like my last one this one is kicking ass. Lets see... well I'm a little more awake now then I was when I started. Well everyone take it easy and I'll see you later!!! Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 30th, 2006
7:21 pm	The Passing Sun Well whats up today everyone!!! Another blowing shit up and sitting in the middle of the ocean, oh we have a car dealer on board that can give us special deals on all sorts cars, trucks, and motorcycles. I was looking into getting the new Harley Davidson Night Rod, its only been out for a year, and what makes it kick ass is that its Harleys first twin V engine. So its a mix of a crotch rocket and classic street hog. So I love it! I can take out a loan from the bank I use and only get a 5% interest ONCE! They will even hold it at any of there stores until I can pick it up, its sooo tempting! I'll keep you informed... X-D Alright I finished an ass load of manga I brought with, but I have mroe on the way, like I have 1-11 of Beserk, 1-6 of King of Bandits Jing: Twilight Story, and (can't remember the actual name, mangas in my locker... ;-_-) she the ultimate weapon. But also the Vampire Hunter D story's are now coming out in original novel form. I ahve the first 3 and he still remains my top anime character of all TIME!! I can't wait to get the next volume this August. Oh as for the music creating program its FL studio 5. Which right now a friend of mine is killing my ears trying to make something... <_< But I guess thats better then hearing his annoying ass voice... *sighs* But James is alright over all... sometimes... Well this is al for the days of days, I'm glad the internet was up this evening so I could drop you guys a line. Take it easy and see ya around! Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
5:11 pm	Rebirth YEAH!!!! *he screams at the top of his lungs* Right now I'm listening to, "I Wish I Had An Angel" by Nightwish. Well my life is kicking some major a** right now. I'm trying to cut down on the harsh language... NOT! So anyway, I feel kick ass today, I'm sitting in the Gulf over in the middle east, lauching some loud ass planes on the other side of the wall. Thank god for my new Bose Acoustic Noise Canceling Head Phones, but anyway just thought I'd let the world know what's been going on. I was in Dubia about 2 weeks ago, damn, talk about gold as far as the eye can see. I was to a place that is called Gold Street, shops everywhere with all kinds of gold in every shape and size you can think of. Plus the 7 star hotel is there, the only one in the world, there isn't even a 6 star anywhere, its that good. The place has an indoor ski slope, it rocks too, kept at 0 degrees Celcius all the time. Next time I'm thinking of going sand surfing, I hear it rocks! Oh well I was in Japan for the last 3 years, and right before I left I bought a CD that was recorded with a Japanese record company, the group is called Kink. They seriously blow my mind, the more I listen the more I like'em. On top of that a guy in my shop has a new music editing program, well more of a creator, but I'll get the name of it next time, its not bad haven't gotten to play with it to much, but the little I did I thought it was nice. I just switched CD's to the Kink one I was telling you about. The second song is the only one released in the US, more of a single demo called Word and Vibe. Oh and I bought another CD at random, the group is called Dark Fortress and the CD name is Seance, if you like Heavy metal, dark music, and just some messed up shit, its for you... I like it! Well I'm off, take it easy and I'll check you later! Current Mood: crazy (Comment on this)